Not really the beginning but sort of in the middle of the beginning??!

I have never written a blog before, but it sounded like a good way to express myself without the risk of having my privacy invaded. At this moment I am at work at a dental office listening to some "easy listening" radio station. Its the same rotation of songs everyday which does not make it very easy to listen to...irony? I'm not sure what to really put on here except for how I am really feeling right now. I guess I would say that I feel content with the way things are right now. I have been married to my husband now for a little over 2 months. I love him very much and we have 2 twin girls, the are not biologically my children but I know that God sent them to me for a reason. I don't think that I am able to have children of my own due to PCOS (Poly-cystic Ovarian Syndrome), it prevents ovulation. I refuse to go on drugs because if the good Lord wanted me to conceive naturally, it would have happened already. I'm sure that is the reason why he put my husband in my path, that and several other reasons which I don't really have time to get into right now. I married my husband 6 months after we met which made me a pariah in my family for a little while, but they warmed up after everyone saw how serious I was. However, NOW...none of my family members aside from my dad actually calls me. It is very strange that when I was single and really not looking to settle down, nobody could stop talking to me and judging how I am wasting my life "guy hoping" my mother called it. I guess I could go into more details another time. Thanks for reading!